Sexual trauma, abuse and violence affects a huge number of people — maybe even you or someone you know. Nearly 1/2 of women and 1 in 4 men report having endured sexual violence at some time in their lives (reports the National Sexual Violence Resource Center). One in 2 trans-identifying people report experiencing sexual violence, says the Center for Family Justice. Survivors face a huge challenge to enjoy healthy sex after sexual trauma.
Past sexual trauma undoubtedly impacts a person’s view of sex in the future—even if they are having sex now in a healthy, secure relationship. How do you enjoy healthy sex and intimate relationships if earlier trauma triggers terror or confusion around sex? No matter what roadblocks or difficulties you may experience, they are not your fault. No matter what shame or pain you still endure, you can heal and move forward to find healthy love and sex.
Eliminating Confusion, Clarifying Consent
It’s important to know the difference between sex and abuse. See this first post in our series to clear up confusion around sex, unwanted arousal and abuse.
Knowing about consent is vital to help survivors of sexual abuse view their past experiences with clarity. Once you can see the difference between sex and abuse, you can recognize how your healthy desire for intimacy comes from a different universe than the power grab forced on you through an abusive sex act. Sex is consensual and it’s something that you want!
Unwanted arousal during unwanted sexual contact has nothing to do with choice or healthy desire. If your body responded in a sexual manner to sexual abuse, you experienced arousal non-concordance. This is a physiological response that is biologically built-in to your body — not a sign of desire, choice or consent. Arousal in no way means that you wanted it or enjoyed it.
Sex is a decision in your brain, something you want of your own free will, and you can enjoy!
A healthy sexual encounter will include these things:
- You have consented to the sexual encounter
- Your brain is saying you want it because it’s your free choice
- It is likable, pleasurable or enjoyable
Moving Past Abuse Towards Sex
Sexual abuse may trigger strong negative emotions linked to sexual desire or behavior for trauma survivors. When something is scary, it triggers the brain’s fight/flight/freeze response — specifically the amygdala, which we can’t consciously control to just be different – we have to feel differently.
As we know from research, neurons that fire together wire together. This means fear and negative feelings can become triggered, automatically “hard-wiring” to sexual responses because of past abuse. This is why trauma survivors often experience disgust, pain, discomfort during sex, or terrifying flashbacks from the past — even when they are safe with someone they choose in the present day.
Healthy Relationships for Trauma Survivors
A healthy relationship — one based on love, compassion and caring — is one place a trauma survivor can learn positive ways to experience sexual pleasure, desire and consent. Healthy relationships for trauma survivors can be tremendous places to heal; see: Healthy Relationships Matter More than We Think.
Safety and secure attachment in a relationship enables healing, and allows you to enjoy good sex with your partner! When you are in a committed, loving relationship and your partner is aware of your history of trauma you can learn how to communicate what you need to feel safe.
Asking for what you need — especially asking your partner to honor your need for emotional safety — helps you understand that your partner is there for you. You can describe what you need to feel safe so that you don’t get triggered.
When you understand that abuse and sex are not the same, you can start to explore being vulnerable and experience feeling safe sexually. Healthy relationships — with love, caring, and enjoyable sex — can grow when you and your partner can say what you need, and build trust in each other. All of this is possible!
It’s very important to know what you need to feel safe and enjoy sex, and be able to share that with your partner. Some needs you may want to share with your partner may include:
- Choosing to have the lights on
- Choosing to have sex in a certain place
- Scheduling sex with your partner, so it’s expected
- Leading up to sex with a routine you enjoy, whether that involves you and your partner having a meal together or cuddling with each other, or something you like to do on your own that helps you feel grounded and safe. Perhaps you like taking a bath and putting on something that you feel beautiful and comfortable in
- You being the one to initiate; your partner letting you take the lead and going at your pace
- Asking your partner not to come up behind you, kiss your neck, or do or say certain things that may trigger you
You and your partner may need to try many things to see what works for you. Your own preferences may vary based on your unique experience. What’s important is taking time to figure out what you need to feel safe, and to openly share these ideas with your partner. This will help your partner really be there for you during sex, which will ultimately make for a stronger, more connected relationship.
Working with a good trauma-informed therapist will also help on the road to healing, by teaching you how to feel grounded and safe—and notice that you are not in danger—as you embark upon healthy, trusting relationships.
We Must Have Connection to Live and Thrive!
Humans are wired for connection. Couples are each other’s best co-regulators. And if past trauma is preventing you from building healthy, loving connections, there is so much hope for the future. When trauma survivors begin to develop self-compassion, healing can occur.
This is the road towards a healthy relationship with yourself, healthy relationships with others, and a healthy sex life that is pleasurable, safe and wanted.
More Resources:
Articles
- When Is It Sex, and When Is It Sexual Abuse or Assault?
- Loving a Trauma Survivor: Understanding Childhood Trauma’s Impact On Relationships
- How to Grow When You Don’t Like Change (Especially for Trauma Survivors)
- 3 Ways Healthy Relationships Help Heal Trauma
- Sexual Assault: What It Looks Like, How to Prevent It and Help Survivors Recover
Books
- Trust After Trauma: A Guide to Relationships for Survivors and Those Who Love Them, Aphrodite Matsakis
- Love Sense: The Revolutionary New Science of Romantic Relationships, Sue Johnson
- Hold Me Tight: Seven Conversations for a Lifetime of Love, Sue Johnson
- Allies in Healing by Laura Davis
- Wired for Love, Stan Tatkin
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